So long and so much has happened!

Ok well I started this blog over a year ago meaning to write in it all the time but only managed one post..........................oops!! Well I better start by saying that US is now..............................hubby, me, daughter (nearly 10), son (8), daughter (20 months) & son (9 weeks)............................a year ago I didn't think that would ever happen but he is our very happy mistake (oh & i shouldn't go to hen parties & get drunk) lol! I spend my days mostly smelling of milk & baby sick & feeling so so tired but still manage a smile most days. I worry about money, how I will cope & how I can share myself out between them all. I feel guilty that the older 2 are missing out, my eldest daughter seems to have pre-teen hormones & eldest son seems very put out that he's not the only boy anymore, argh! I'm sure things will calm down soon.......................fingers crossed. At least we will never be lonely in old age.