As it stands right now i don't know what the future holds for me & the kids, I truly hope that the happiness I have been shown will continue. There are lots of what ifs ahead but I have been made to realise that happiness is indeed possible and I guess what happens from here on will be a journey of discovery.
There are still lots of things I need to sort out, some i find too overwhelming to think about yet but I am trying to tick some boxes off. I must admit I've had a few sulky moaning moments where I have not wanted to deal with any of the crap that's been left. The emotions are sometimes too raw & the frustration of feeling why me is pretty tough.
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